Wedding-Fueled Anxiety and Insomnia

About a month ago, Ryan proposed to me (I said yes). Things were wonderful until a week or two later when I started to do some preliminary wedding planning. I figured we’d just set a budget, choose a venue, set a date, and then put the whole thing on hold for awhile. No big deal, [...]

Disabling the Enabler

Last night, Ryan and I were in our weekly therapy session with possibly the world’s best shrink (not to be confused with the world’s hottest shrink who I see individually whenever the world starts to feel a little wobbly).
Yesterday, it was Ryan’s turn to be picked apart. We switch off, depending on who’s having the [...]

I Quit My Job, Continued

I am so wiped out after last week’s events. My emotions are all over the fucking place. I quit my job. I quit my job. I quit my job. And I haven’t told my parents yet. I’m turning 34 in a few days and I’m afraid to tell my parents I quit my job… during [...]